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Description: Written with Amanda Gaines for The Attractivists.

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Written with Amanda Gaines for The Attractivists.

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I'm becoming the kinds of things I never wanted to be
In my head, through this pen, it's always about me
Oh how selfish I can be
I'm flooded out, just gutted
Please keep all eyes off of me
I hate feeling responsible for your disgust with all of this

I just sit and collect dust
My knees are rusted, and my mouth is sewn shut
And I'm egotistical enough
To think it even matters

I've got twitching hands and terrible night sweats, with a mind that simply won't rest
All my callouses are wearing thin, with nothing to hold on to
And every other word out of my mouth is an apology
I'm not even sure what I'm sorry for these days

My knuckles are sore
And my eyes are red
I'm so goddamn bad at this
Can't even get myself out of bed
All I want is another chance
But I'd probably blow it
Every time I take two or five, I've got nothing to show for it

I've forgotten how to fill my lungs
I spend my days choking on sawdust
Yes it's really been that long since I've seen the sun
I'm sorry I dragged you along into this

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from Self Diagnosis, released January 27, 2015

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